For the first time ever, I haven't posted for more than a week! It's my first exam today and I'll hopefully ace it like a motherfucker. Anyhow, let me tell you the things I WISH I could ask on a first date. I don't actually have the balls to say it to my date, so I'll just let it all out here.
1.) How fast do you reply to texts? I'm a very impatient bitch and can't wait for more than 10 minutes.
2.) Can I add you on Facebook and tag you on my latest 'check-in' status?
3.) Before you touch your food, can I take a photo first so I can post it on Instagram?
4.) How many lies have you told me so far on this first date?
5.) Do you make good money? I mean, I don't actually wanna pay a single dime on our dates... EVER.
6.) Are you a douchebag on the internet? Do you correct other people's grammar/spelling mistakes? Do I have to pretend on the internet that I don't know you?!
7.) Are you a douchebag in general?
8.) How many people have you slept with?
9.) Do you have any hotter siblings/cousins/friends?
10.) What name would you give to your first child? (boy and girl)
11.) Do you see me as a wifey material???
12.) Will you guest post on my blog someday?
13.) Are you the one who likes to be loved more or are you totally comfortable with being loved less? This is important. Don’t lie.
14.) Can you deal with my mood swings and not complain about it.... EVER?!
15.) Are we going to split the bill tonight or will you pay for it? REALLY hoping that you will insist me not to pay!
What about you? Any thing you wish you could ask on your first date?
I know, I'm one day behind again, but I really love sharing music so bear with me! :)
So yesterday's topic was: "Songs or pieces of music that speak to you or bring back memories. Use Grooveshark or YouTube to include them in the post"
Crash into me by Dave Matthews Band - I'm just going to be blunt here and admit that this is the song I lost my v-card to.
I will remember you by Ryan Cabrera - This song reminds me so much of my first "legit" love. I was so happy back then and I played this song continuously for 9 hours during our road trip.
Rescued by Jack's Mannequin - This song still gives me the chills everytime I listen to it. It reminds me of my "dark teenage days" when all I could think about were harsh and negative things.
Heaven Knows by Rick Price - I think I mentioned here once on my blog that I had a friend who liked me for 7 years... and I liked him back all along but we only found out when I was about to migrate here! He asked me to dance during our middle school ball and this is obviously the song that we slow danced to.
Everything she does is magic by The Police - My former love dedicated this song to me and still reminds me of him every time I hear it.
Scratch by Kendall Payne - This song reminds me so much of an unexpected night with my friend... Based on the title alone, I would totally like to start over from scratch and do things differently!
I am a bit tipsy whilst writing this so bear with me if this turns out a bit... shady. Or dodgy. Or makes no sense. Whatever, let's get this over with just so I can have a post today.
Right, so I have been blogging for (counts) well fuck, you do the math. I've been blogging since August 2012 and all I know right now is it's less than a year, and I am so so SO glad that I've gained a lot of blog friends and blog stalkers as well as blog readers who comment on almost every update that I post! I want to give you guys a group hug right now because I love you like that. No, seriously, my Macbook would be pretty much useless right now if it wasn't for blogging.
I've posted a number of personal stuff in here and you guys don't even realise how much your comments and thoughts make my day. Most of the things I've written down here are words that I can't even say to my closest friends and family!!! Oops, too many !!! I think. What do you call those again?
Anyway, my posts for the past few weeks have been shit and I am obviously aware of that. Uni and a lil' bit of good time are taking up my time so at the end of the day, my mind is blank and I spend like 1 hour thinking about a decent blog topic. I mean, I can't obviously be super blunt and vulgar in here. I know that 12 year olds read my blog and I don't want any parents bombarding my ask.fm telling me that I'm a bad influence to their kiddos.
I am so tired that I won't even bother proofreading this. Forgive me for errors okay, Engrish is my second language after all.
Is it sad that I actually spent a good amount of time deciding which ones to post because I have a lot of bad traits? Well, this leads to my very first point...
1.) I always put myself down - 15 years ago, this would have been a different story. I used to sing in front of everyone, volunteer, lead the class, etc. I had a lot of confidence back then, but somehow, it turned into the complete opposite - I simply doubt myself about pretty much everything. I started feeling afraid to try out new things, because I just knew that I can't do it. I stayed inside my own cave, didn't dare step outside of my comfort zone, and just let others do it for me because I have no confidence.
2.) I tend to push people away - 3 of the most treasured people in my life are sadly no longer around me, because I tend to just push them away instead of dealing with my emotions. I act hastily and come up with decisions without thinking about it throughly, I just do and say whatever the hell I want without even realising that I am pushing people away. I'm now slowly learning how to avoid this, because I can't afford to lose more people! How I wish I could take back my actions and words, maybe someday...
3.) I am a good liar - So good that my mum actually went to my room 2 nights ago and said: "Hey, my daughter who's so good in lying, what should I tell my boss tomorrow for being absent?" Don't get me wrong, I'm not a compulsive liar, just a great one who can cover up lies as long as I want/can. Although, I use it for good (?) reasons... like returning my brother's iPod because he dropped it... and told the store manager all the shit I could think of just so they will repair it under the warranty.
Okay, I know it says top 3 but I really needed to add this one...
4.) I am Blair Waldorf's twin - Scheming is my second name. I've been doing it before I even had my first communion, and I still do it every time I have (?) to. Sometimes, I feel bad, sometimes I feel good... and when I feel good, I think that means I'm a sadist for that day.