I just went back to uni on Monday and I found myself being extra busy! It's great though, I really missed it so much (especially when I already finished watching all the TV shows that I wanted to see) I'm still trying to adjust, figuring out how I can juggle school work with online work so my blog may seem dead for a week or two.
As I've said, it's good to be back. I get to eat whatever I want in town, get a thousand insults everyday (Martin went on about my 3-layered eyebags yesterday... for the whole day) and many other things. However, going back means I need to deal with adjustments too.
I had so many great memories at uni last year, it was the year of my life. I was full of life, so happy and inspired. I did so many things (like starting this blog and my business!) simply because I was so ecstatic and contented, I was on cloud 9.
Sadly, things suddenly changed during this summer. I never saw it coming, I was so unprepared. My life's direction just took another unexpected turn and everything fell upside down. I am still in the process of moving on from it, looking for ways to not think about it, and trying to be happy.
Now that I'm back where all the great things happened, I couldn't help but feel extremely unhappy that things are no longer what they used to be. Everything is so different now, I don't even know where I'm headed to. Hell, I'm not even sure if this year's going to be bring me any happiness. But I'm willing to give this new direction a chance. I'm back to square one, but I'll reach the finish line someday.