Back to reality.

I just went back to uni on Monday and I found myself being extra busy! It's great though, I really missed it so much (especially when I already finished watching all the TV shows that I wanted to see) I'm still trying to adjust, figuring out how I can juggle school work with online work so my blog may seem dead for a week or two. 

As I've said, it's good to be back. I get to eat whatever I want in town, get a thousand insults everyday (Martin went on about my 3-layered eyebags yesterday... for the whole day) and many other things. However, going back means I need to deal with adjustments too.

I had so many great memories at uni last year, it was the year of my life. I was full of life, so happy and inspired. I did so many things (like starting this blog and my business!) simply because I was so ecstatic and contented, I was on cloud 9.

Sadly, things suddenly changed during this summer. I never saw it coming, I was so unprepared. My life's direction just took another unexpected turn and everything fell upside down. I am still in the process of moving on from it, looking for ways to not think about it, and trying to be happy.

Now that I'm back where all the great things happened, I couldn't help but feel extremely unhappy that things are no longer what they used to be. Everything is so different now, I don't even know where I'm headed to. Hell, I'm not even sure if this year's going to be bring me any happiness. But I'm willing to give this new direction a chance. I'm back to square one, but I'll reach the finish line someday. 

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  1. This was such a lovely post to read, and while I don't quite get all the references about things taking a turn for the worst, this felt like a very honest, humble post :) And I liked it. x

  2. I definitely understand the feeling that things are no longer as they used to be. I look back to a year ago today and realize that my whole life is different. It takes some adjusting, but I'm finally starting to realize that things aren't the way they were and that I need to behave accordingly.

  3. Thank you for being open with us. I hope your future is as bright as you can possibly hope :)

    Amy | The Little Koala

  4. I''m back to uni next week and like you I miss it too! (by week 3 I will be singing a different tune though!)

    Sorry that things are different this year and thanks for being so open on your blog! I hope that life surprises you and you have a super wonderful time! :)

    Ngaio xx